Who… are, you?

Do you remember the scene in Alice In Wonderland of the Caterpillar smoking a Sheisha?

If you haven’t seen the American two-part made-for-television adventure family fantasy musical film of Lewis Carroll's books "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland" aired in 1985 and starring Sammy Davis Jr…. please halt your current task and GO NOW to watch it. Hands. down. periodt. By far the superior Alice in Wonderland depiction. Here is the link to his dance …

WHO ARE YOU!? asks the caterpillar…. Back in 2020 when the world was doing a thing, I was staying with my parents in a lock down and made a daily habit of walking in the afternoon sunshine, smoking a J and enjoying the sights and sounds. Melting my being, merging with nature and light. Who… are… you? snuck into my head and I began to ‘dictate’ a stream of consciousness - writing a meditation that I would later record.

I’d been expanding from songwriting into meditations and visualisations for some time - but I was allowing them to drop in spontaneously and for the energy to be there to record them.

I was beginning to instinctively work with my Manifesting Generator strategy of response - even though the system was not fully integrated at the time - only caught a taste of it briefly - while unbeknown to me - my genetics were mutating into readiness to receive the system more deeply.

My name is Natalie. I’m a multi passionate creative representing a highly individual and sensitive approach to life. I’m a 6/2 Emotional Manifesting Generator. I’m here to tread my own path as a natural creative, be led by my desire, and demonstrate living by my values, in flow with the Earth.

I was a naturally creative child - a sensitive, independent mystic since birth. In my teen years I was interested in Buddhism and tarot. I began to play music in bands - songwriting, singing, recording and performing from the age of 15..

My intense emotions and powerful nature was expressed through my creative output. I felt uncomfortable and confined in my youth. My high school years were rough - I was intelligent and talented but I couldn’t see it myself!

I didn’t want to play by the rules. I questioned authority - anything blindly being followed that didn’t make sense to me - I wanted to know WHY! I pushed and fought back on everything. I dropped out of high school early to study sound production, audio engineering and fine arts.

I was abrupt and leant into exploration and high risk behaviours - developing street smarts and true insights into the lives and troubles of other highly talented, and individual kids. I self medicated with drugs and alcohol well into my adult life. I took huge financial and physical risks - never thinking of tomorrow.

My stories are many. I am beginning to recall them into a shareable form. I’ll write here on this blog and I also have a Medium and a Substack page!

So please stay awhile, I’d love to hear your stories and would love to support you with your own Human Design journey. Chat soon. .. oh and please watch Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland <3. You won’t regret it.